Home is where assholes who raid your fridge are.

I'm pretty sure this weekend was the weekend straight out of heaven. Fife shows up and in no time at all the lobby is back to full strength and people are always there. Its funny how people are really what make a home "home" and not the place. Even Brad made a guest appearance. I am really looking forward to the week of BGUNDEAD more than you can possibly imagine and really hope that next semester fife will have made up his mind to come back. But, we wont know until then for certain. On a side note I wanted to share gio's words of wisdom that it would be wise to take another look at and remember.

so say-ith the first colony of lobby-topia:

thou shalt not sword whore in halo

thou shalt not drive in a ghost for more then 2 minutes

thou shalt not leave when people are cleaning

tho shalt not interrupt starcraft

thou shalt not zerg rush

thou shalt not ridicule the squirrel talkers, for they shall lead us to peace, and nutella spread.

thou shalt not use socks in HvZ

thou shalt not start-ith shit for serious, only pretend

thou shalt resolve disputes via videogames, for with pwnage comes resolution.

thou shalt not eat all of the fifes cookies

thou shalt not avoid the lobby over petty shit

thou shalt revel in fundip monday

thou shalt revere bad joke thursday

thou shalt worship dragpo, eater of sadness and shitter of dreams

Peace Lady and gentlemen. I'm out.

OK so...

Never become an RA. It's a lonely boring job that I hate. All day, I wonder about programs I have to do and all the shit that lays ahead of me in the coming weeks. I have certain critera I have to follow, certain perameters to work around and absolutely, positively NO residents to do it with. That means I have a pointless job. But it pays so damn well and I have much more finacial security this way.

But it also means I have to sacrifice a ton more of my college experience to do it. I can't go out as often and when I do, it's for a few hours after class.

On top of that...I'm part of way to many extra currics that I've already made a commitment to and can't back out on. Yes, it was my choice and there's no one to blame. I know that.

Regardless, the first 3 weeks of school have seemed like months to me. Constanlty trying to succeed in classes so I can have good grades, working with my AUG orginization, German club, BG24 news and RA responsibilities.

Nothing to say about it other than I'm lonely, bored, predictable and just flat out sad. Not depressed, but very sad.

Whatever, I just need to find a stride. But for right now....

....it fucking sucks