OK so...
Never become an RA. It's a lonely boring job that I hate. All day, I wonder about programs I have to do and all the shit that lays ahead of me in the coming weeks. I have certain critera I have to follow, certain perameters to work around and absolutely, positively NO residents to do it with. That means I have a pointless job. But it pays so damn well and I have much more finacial security this way.
But it also means I have to sacrifice a ton more of my college experience to do it. I can't go out as often and when I do, it's for a few hours after class.
On top of that...I'm part of way to many extra currics that I've already made a commitment to and can't back out on. Yes, it was my choice and there's no one to blame. I know that.
Regardless, the first 3 weeks of school have seemed like months to me. Constanlty trying to succeed in classes so I can have good grades, working with my AUG orginization, German club, BG24 news and RA responsibilities.
Nothing to say about it other than I'm lonely, bored, predictable and just flat out sad. Not depressed, but very sad.
Whatever, I just need to find a stride. But for right now....
....it fucking sucks
2 comments:
well, here is where i say "told you so". :) but i didnt. so its cool. miss you man. everythings gonna wrap up fast-like when ur done with ur programs and whatnot. next time, be an RA in kcd. trust me. mikes is doing just fine hanging with us, and getting paid to do it. Oh well, so what, your a bit over your head. youll get over it and move on. no worries bro. see you in the lobby.
ill cheer you up on the 19th on video chat. you should get on so i can see your pretty round face brad. ill be in KCD and you can be in harshman and it will be as if i could walk across alumni lawn i would see you. oh wait i will be able to see you. don't worry bradford.
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